These last few weeks I’ve been helping one of our friends with her exam project and today was the BIG day when she had to turn it in. And while I’m glad on her behalf that the stress is over, it’s also a little sad cause I had a lot of fun! It was nice to shake up the good ol’ brain cells for a change. Though I love my girls to death (diapers and all) and wouldn’t give up time with them for anything else in the world, I’m also excited to get my head back into the books and making my own accomplishments.

Thursday I had to go home from work. I was in so much pain that my vision started blurring, I started shaking and was going to throw up. It launched my 24-hours-a-day-torture-marathon.

I thought maybe my body just needed rest but when nothing had gotten better Monday morning I had to go see a doctor. We did some fun gymnastics that made me nearly pass out and he ordered me to stay home the rest of the pregnancy. Apparently my pelvis isn’t having a great time.
The positive side is that I now know what’s going on and that Miracle isn’t in danger. I had an appointment with my midwife the day after and surely enough, the baby is still BIG, happy and healthy. And then there was a little more twin suspicion but I’ll give you that story another time.

Thank you for your comments on my last post about Piña’s death. As you could tell, her death came as a huge chock to us. I’ve tried to write what happened but I can’t seem go on from the part where we leave a happy, energetic Piña at the vet in the morning and are told we can pick her up at three.. So I’ve decided to wait and finish the story at a time when I’m better able to.

First of all I need a day planner/creative journal. This is essential shit in my life so I usually invest in a really good one that suits all my needs. It needs to hold my art, random crap and doodles and still keep me organized. It’s my own personal assistant whom I can actually punch if I feel the need to do so.

One of my biggest wishes this year is a remote control for my camera. Hello amateur porn! No, really.
I got a tripod for Christmas and it’s the most sexy thing on the god damn face of the earth. My point; I want to rape the world with my camera.

Some slack in the health and luck department for my family and I. Oh yeah, here comes the whining. No, let’s just say it’s been fucking chaotic.

(FINALLY) start my college education. My life begins this fall.

More time to LIVE. See above. My spirit is choking as it is right now. Hopefully I’m able to save up some money (right..) and take a few weeks off before school starts, to just be and actually get to spend time with my loved ones.

Oh and books! More time for books. I can’t wait!

My New Year’s resolution this year was the same as always; don’t make any.